You do have an outlet, Lost. Right here!

Injuries can bring on depression. It would be a good idea, seems to me, if you found a good therapist to talk to. Ask your doctor to refer you to one. They usually have a list of therapists and psychiatrists so they can refer their patients to them.
Hang in there. We're all here to listen, support and encourage you.
<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.