Update.

Still no baby.


But things got worse. My FIL passed away sort of unexpectedly last week.



So now, on top of my husband ignoring me and pretending like I dont exist...I have to deal with a loss (me and his father got along really good and he was taking care of me through this rough time...he didnt understand his son).

I don't really know how to cope. MIL wants me at the funeral, but I can't go because I emailed my husband out of respect...asking him if my presence there would be too much and if I should just stay away...and he read it but didnt respond. I assume thats a no.


It breaks my heart and he didnt call to ask about my dr. appt today.

I really dont know what to do.