sorry i think between talking and horoscopes i think it all induced mania it's just that everything involves things that i had nothing to grasp on to and nobody ever confronted me except for a threat to catch me so i can no longer really talk at least online i have to keep things to myself because i fall into mania its better when i do not talk screw people who have their own intentions with my illness or me you can't get near me with anything then you will never get anything that benefits you i'm not even going to talk about anything anymore even things i see when i go somewhere start to take meaning and i am not going to fall deeper into things like i ended up for a good amount of years