Slept 2hrs, (maybe) I was way too wired, only got out the bath at midnight anyway, 2am I was forcing sleep to come and get me, 4:15, I was up and about...

At work now...The supervisor walked by, said something smells funny...

Now I'm thinking that the private convos are about me, smelling. Actually I'm convinced. Its driving me nuts! Everyone's whispering, staring, were they doing that yesterday? Idk. Seems like they're just waiting for me to realize I smell! Really want to talk to people, I do. But I can't look anyone in the eye, too paranoid (?) to get too close incase they say I smell. I REALLY don't want anybody to tell me that, even if they are thinking it!

Started off as a great day, its completely ruined now and its only 10am...

Not tired yet tho