My stepdaughter and her family left this morning. It is time to put the toys away and destroy the candy. I can't believe I slept most of the day yesterday, I have a feeling I might do the same today. I feel kind of guilty about it, but I am just so damn tired. I think those two weeks of head work really did me in.

I have to pick up my niece this afternoon too. I usually only have her on Wed., but the grandmother broke her leg and now I am the only caregiver for a while. She is in daycare every day until 3, and I adore having her, but it will be exhausting after a few weeks of this.

I am supposed to see T on Thurs. I will need lots of pocket riders for this one. I need to ask for a referral to a female T. I would prefer to find one on my own and never go back to him, but this is the plan I made at residential, and I really should stick to the plan.