our previous addiction is always waiting to suck us in to that hell again.
constant vigilence is the key. i'm glad you saw the warning sign so now double up on how grateful you are for sobriety. addiction can fool us by twisting the truth. it is not what it appears to be. you can do a gratitude list of all the benefits of your sobriety. carry it with you, read it when addiction knocks.
glad you posted. stay clean. you have much to look forward to if you do.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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