pegasus, I'm sorry I'm late with this response..... was away for 4 days.

Hope you are doing better, it's very hard sometimes to ignore those "old tapes",--- please know that you are a wonderful person. You are so thoughtful to many here and your haiku poems are awesome!

However, I do so very much understand this: "I recommend that we all just give up! There really is no point going on....... "... this is THE place I'm at this very moment. (can't bring myself to create a post--- ) It feels like there is just no use to keep going

Pegasus, I hope you have turned things around some and feel that you can embrace the future with some hope.

Thinking of you--