my moms been triggering me a lot becouse i stay in my room and i stay in my room becouse my mom triggers me and i am realy trying not to cut so trying to stay in my room to get away from triggers is the only way i know of i am dealing with family friends death and that brings up a lot for me becouse it was the same as my cusen both 21 and of drugs my T gave me a schedule for my day but i cant seam to follow it i feel useless and a failure