My mom saw fresh scars on my arm (stupid me, why do i keep cutting there?) and demanded my knives and razors again. I refused and she promptly advised me to 'do it right' the next time i set a blade to my skin. She wants me to stop the SI but all she does is trigger me.

Next my brother's girlfriend told me that she doesn't want me to spend time around aariyanna (my only neice, who i've taken care of and loved since she was born and who is now 6) because i'm 'no longer a good role model' because i cut and w/e.

Yep, just another wonderful day in the life of me ._.