I'm sorry you're having such a rough time obtaining support here. I know that can be quite frustrating and discouraging.

I don't visit each forum but I do check up on a few of them. Sorry I haven't been there for you. Needy or not, you still need support.

A little background on me:

I'm Lexi, sexual abuse survivor, cutter, and I suffer from severe depression, PTSD, borderline personality disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, panic attacks, low self-esteem...the works! If you want, you may PM me.

I don't frequent the site quite as much as I used to since I have my own mental health site plus I moderate 2 others. So I keep myself pretty busy and lately I've been trying to be offline more and doing some more physical activity instead of sitting in front of my monitor from the time I get up to the time I go to bed.

Hang in there.