Hi Rainbowzz, Pat and Lexicon, estersvirture and radio, I was not complaining about the lack of support I was just trying to get someone to see me the last maybe 2 hours I was on. I didn't know what to do to get anyone to help me tonight. I was wondering what one does to get help in here or support within a certain time period? I have anxiety too big time and panic also PTSD. The anxiety is the worse for me. I fear such stupid stuff. I too am not on a lot as I like to do things physical as much as I can. I don't know how else to say this but on some thread so many argued about how many and how few words to use to help/support someone and I sat with no words and saw some other newish people in the same spot I think I may just being a child but I felt extra alone. Does that make sense ? Can you understand?