Dextor thank you for your encouraging words. My doctor always seems in a hurry and maybe that's why i'm not comfortable talking to him about it. I think in my case i need to talk to someone who understands what i'm going through..not only the doctor but the staff as well. I had an incedent with my doctors staff last month. I have a back problem as well and ran out of my meds and one of his staff said i would have to wait till monday, when i spoke to my doctor about it what had happend he was furious with his staff because he knows how much pain i'm in right now with my back and that's doesn't help my depression either. This certain staff member made it seem like i was bothering them when i said i really needed my meds and couldn't wait till monday. So, when monday came around and my doctor called me i broke down crying and told him what had happened. It was an awful feeling. I really appreciate your input and support thank you