Thank you ((((everyone)))) for your nice notes. I can't seem to figure out what it is this time, what the trigger is.

My friend found out ... he's all but forcing me back into therapy. So I shall go. (I've been out since the end of May or was it June? when she went on vacation). Guess I'm finding myself someone else, I don't think I'm dealing very well by myself.

Thanks everyone for caring so much, I still don't know why you listen to me whine and gripe about my life. And I don't understand it when you say I'm a good person and all that. I just don't know...

Anyways, enough rambling. Thank you.