Hello & Welcome, Exit0617!
- family history of depression & suicide
- good physical health & social life
- traumatic parental divorce at age 7
- mononucleosis at 13; possible depersonalization experiences
- poor experience with Zoloft
- possible self-medication
- obsessive thoughts and anxiety
Skateboarding and socializing are important; hold on to them.
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i feel like im just living in my head. no matter what im doing my thoughts are revolving around me feeling "out of it" or "something is wrong" im feeling numb.
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How similar are your current feelings of being "out of it" to the depersonalization you felt during your months of mononucleosis a few years ago?
Ideally, it would be good to link up with both a medical doctor and a therapist/counselor. I understand your privacy is important to you. Your age may make it more difficult to secure confidentiality, but this is something you can verify at first approach to a professional. During the past decade some US states have passed laws that extend or strengthen confidentiality for adolescents in some instances.
Again, Welcome!, and please keep posting.
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