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edit I have disappointed my past employers because one time I got promoted and then decided to quit because I broke up with my ex and got depressed. The other time I suddenyl quit because I couldn't take my coworkers and customers, anxiety would build up and I would do stupid things even after I worked there for a while. I disappointed my teachers because I would get bad grades or would forget things, and they thought I was a good student. They would sigh, and shake their head , get disappointed in me
I'll try to be rational, For now, I'm still in training, I'm gradually going to do things independently for the next 2 weeks. The other people I work with, other than the one I'm training with, are already telling me what to do (so their workload eases up) but then again I'm just standing there looking clueless. I also forgot to punch in, and on the way out I set off the alarm, I am way too clumsy and have bad anxiety walking through the halls with visitors and doctors i stutter to say hello, and look awkward
The drive also eats up my gasoline
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