Hey Abby! You shouldn't be ashamed of asking for support here, we all know what it's like for T to go on break. I don't think it's needy to want to see her, but if it's going to raise so much concern for you maybe postponing would be a good idea. Maybe at least call and see if she has something available later in the week when it would be a little easier for you. I agree that you need the support though, so don't just cancel without rescheduling.