Hello & Welcome, Jordang!
Two failed-relationship traumas -- depending on your personal vulnerabilities, those certainly could trigger a deep, sustained depression. And, no matter what you've got going for you, depression can thrash you sense of self-worth.
Have you considered seeking counseling? Have you had a full medical check recently (depression can accompany or mask other health issues)?
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