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Old Jul 18, 2006, 03:26 PM
Anonymous29319
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I kind of wish I had this problem. LOL then I would not be DID. My memorys of abuse are separated according to tastes, touches, smells, sights, hearing and emotions and then stored that way at my unconscious level of thinking so in order for me to talk about what I went through beyond saying the words "I was touched", "I was raped" and "I was hit" I have to be mentally floating in my mental safe place and physically acting out the memory pieces. And even that little bit gets me lots of static in my head and strong urges to hurt myself and audio memories of hearing voices telling me to "shut up" and such. What memories I do have has come through 23 plus years of working with therapists on memory recall work to put my memories back together.