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I kind of wish I had this problem. LOL then I would not be DID. My memorys of abuse are separated according to tastes, touches, smells, sights, hearing and emotions and then stored that way at my unconscious level of thinking so in order for me to talk about what I went through beyond saying the words "I was touched", "I was raped" and "I was hit" I have to be mentally floating in my mental safe place and physically acting out the memory pieces. And even that little bit gets me lots of static in my head and strong urges to hurt myself and audio memories of hearing voices telling me to "shut up" and such.

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I understand. actually.. i didn't say it was easy to talk about. I dissociate allot int herapy and i have never EVER EVER uttered the words of what happened. I just worry about even mentioning it that it will take the focus in therapy, but i think i need to trust my T.