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Aug 15, 2012, 09:53 PM
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Member Since: Aug 2012
Location: Tri-state of WV
Posts: 2
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Originally Posted by PurpleFlyingMonkeys
I don't know what to do or how to handle it. I get so incredibly mad.
I've had a lot happen in the last year, two years actually. I got to the point where I almost was hospitalized twice (by the er and my t but convinced them both not to)
This was caused by my anxiety. I've had bad things happen and they made my anxiety spike. Things got so bad that I couldn't handle anything. I felt like I was bordering a nervous break down. If let's say the radio is playing in the car, my daughter is talking and the dog is licking me, I'll loose it. I just can't handle too much. When two people try to talk to me at the same time, I fell like I'm going to lose my mind. I can't handle too much. I just can't do it. It seems like many things are just too much.
But on top of all of this, I get so angry. I used to be a master at my job, great at customer service. Put on the smile, apologize over and over. I would gladly make numerous reservations, I would gladly fix everything that went wrong.
Now any time the phone rings my blood boils. I feel like ripping my hair out every time someone complains. I feel like jabbing people in the eyes when they get attitudes with me. It takes all I have to not snap on them, and still I do it sometimes.
It's like all of my patience and all of my security are shot. I just can't take anything any more it seems. Not angry people, not multiple things going on, I just can't take it. I'm at my witts end with everything it seems.
I guess I'm having a melt down, does this actually happen to people?
I have a t but he's more focused on helping other issues right now, but I'm supposed to be working on my stress as lately it has been causing seizures, and this whole being at my witts end isn't helping my stress one bit. Is this what it feels like to have a nervous break down?
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I have felt exactly like you. I am at my witts end. And I don't like the feeling. I want to go far far away from where i am right now. I dont like here where I am. Not fun. Not funny. Sad. Sadder. Saddest. I feel you. Robbin
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