(((Trippin))),

Wow that took a lot of courage for you to do. Ofcourse I can totally understand how you just feel out of sorts big time about letting this out. There is a sense of betrayl in there, I know because I felt that too. I felt like I was a bad person for talking about it. And you are not setting him free, you are setting yourself free. HE has to set himself free, not you. It WILL take some time for this to sink in and settle down. Do you have a T that you can talk to about this?

You did the right thing. But it may not feel like it for a while. Use this thread to allow yourself to sort through your feelings and get validated.

Always remember that a nine year old little girl doesn't know what to do with something like this, they don't know how to understand it or what it means. Your brother was so much older, this was his fault, he was wrong to do that to you.

(((Big Warm Hugs)))
Open Eyes