had a positive day but now as night comes Iam starting to feel the lonliness, the sadness,the worthlessness and the questions of my purpose in life. Want to be able to go a whole day without the feelings creeping up my back. It is hard faking it and I am not sure it is worth it any more. Just want to curl into a ball and forget about everything and everybody, how to when I am a single mom? Tired of leaving her up alone so I can escape so now the computer is becoming her best friend. Depression for me has taken away the most important things in my life.