hi.

we collected the ashes earlier and my dad, my sis and her boyriend and me took them up to charlies favourite walk not far from here and we scattered them there. my dad seemed to cope well, i asked him shortly after we got home how he fel and he said hes relieved its all over now, he said it was ok.

he hasnt drank either since sunday and he admitted last night that he thinks it was the drink that made him ill in the first place, so at least hes recognised the issue and hes definately dealing with it. i feel proud of him to be honest.

thanks for being here for me guys over the weekend, im glad i could turn to you, i feel so happy and safe talkin on here, its doing me so much good too. thanks again.