((((Purp)))) I am so sorry you are struggling so much right now...my heart to yours. I can relate to how you are feeling.. I wish there was something I could do to help ease your mind a bit right now. Do you think you can take a break from work so you can rest a bit? Your health comes first.

Also can you call your t, md & pdoc to discuss what is going on...you are THE most important part of this equation. Your team is there to help you. Reach out to everyone and let them know you feel as if you are at a breaking point. Give them the opportunity to care for you and to do what they can to get you back on track.

There is absolutely no reason for you to suffer. Please be gentle and kind with yourself xx. We are here too and care lots.

Hugs to you,
Rose