You did not fire the educated highly paid workers and at this point in time unless you could get every person there to walk off with you you can not change their fate. So please don't beat yourself up and call yourself names that are relics from the USA union wars of a different time. I wish I had a better memory there are a lot of books about the working man who wonders at his place in the scheme of things. Pena mentioned a couple but there is a ton.
As for the last topic; You are a work in progress, we all are and as such you are not so much dysfunctional as unfinished. 
Sending positive karma your way. 
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Nammu
…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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