(((hugs))) you are the terminator so you need a t shirt saying I will be back! Haha, sorry I couldn't resist! Termination sucks, I was terminated last month and it was so hard, ours wasn't mutual, I wanted more as I thought we had loads more to do but she thought differently! But it's not the end, maybe you could find a new t, I did and it is working out better than previous t, by that I mean progress wise! I still miss her so much and think about her everyday but that was not helping of heal in fact Hayward making everything worse and I guess deep down t knew that!