i doubt that you scared anyone off. If my letter to life hasn't totally left me abandoned... I think your safe lol. I would love to talk to people too. I don't though, so it's good that you are reaching out. I don't do that personally, and i pay a price for it. It's hard to tell people how I feel most the time. It's just full of pain and anxiety... I can't go on and on to someone about that. But I love to listen, and I get it.. so lets do this! Lay it on me lol.