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Originally Posted by landskaperdan
it's not about being as cold as everyone else monkey... honestly, i look up to you, to everyone else on this board too. It feels... even in mental illness... that I am still different. Less. still sub par. to life as to others. I can't be well untreated. I can't be well treated. I feel that if society knew what was best for them they would cast me out cuz I'm like the runt, the one who brings the pack down. the one who doesn't get it. Ugh... maybe i have inferiority complex. who knows.. just another thing to add to my list.
I do understand that others suffer more than me and they should come first out of necessity
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....I'm not to be looked up to Dan....I only appear when I am functioning ...and only just mate.
you have a heart ...so eccentric...it's gonna rip a giant hole in your chest if you don't keep it inside you!
....we are too busy doing our own crap...and I know thats not good to hear but it's what helps...
the 'cold' analogy was just a mixed up metaphor I'm not suggesting being cold but from what I can tell...your cold is still very warm to the rest of the world buddy..
give yourself some credit I know you won't so I will give you a moment to look up to me just now and agree that you are worthwhile cos I said so ...yep!