It sounds to me as if your T's frustration is getting in they way of your recovery. I don't know if you have considered a different T maybe one that deals in trauma's. I don't know anything about your situation, what you are dealing with and how long you have been seeing your current T. As for not being able to hear and hold on to the positives I'm the same way. If my T tells me she's proud of me I cry and feel like more of a failure. I guess we will get to that response someday. I wish you the best.