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Old Aug 16, 2012, 12:41 PM
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Originally Posted by Big Mama View Post
It sounds to me as if your T's frustration is getting in they way of your recovery. I don't know if you have considered a different T maybe one that deals in trauma's. I don't know anything about your situation, what you are dealing with and how long you have been seeing your current T. As for not being able to hear and hold on to the positives I'm the same way. If my T tells me she's proud of me I cry and feel like more of a failure. I guess we will get to that response someday. I wish you the best.
I've seen my T twice a week for almost a year now. He's the most supportive and encouraging T I have ever met. His frustration only comes from how much he cares and come much he wants to help and deep down I know that. It's just I see him as a parental figure and seeing his frustration is really hard because I never want to let him down because my inability to change. I always worry that maybe I'm not working hard enough or maybe he'll get sick of me and give up finally.
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