We talked to t for a long long time last night on skype. On the anniversary. There was a lot of crying involved. Ugh . We didnt used to be such crybabies, until she left last year. Its ridiculous. She still has no clue about when she can come home.. She doesnt even see it anywhere on the horizon

I remember when it used to seem impossible to get through her one week vacations . Ha ha ha do i feel ridiculous now! One week is nothing! I never though we would have to get through more than a year... Who knows how long this will last.

T says she will not ever leave us...she is trying very hard to stay in touch with us and keep us in her life. Which is true. How many Ts would make time to talk for hours and hours and hours a week when theyre having a family emergency overseas? How many Ts would give us their address and cell phone so we could send letters and text them. Etc. We know she really loves us.

Anyway.. I cant think about this anymore right now. I just cant think.