Hi Lee, that sucks that people treat you like an outsider there since you've been there so long. You'd think by now they wouldn't! Good that you found meds that work for you though. I wish I knew what would work for me, I feel like I don't want to waste my time trying and it does nothing. I'm most worried about side effects I guess, I think most of them have some kind of side effects. I read about the different ones, they don't sound pleasant. What state are you in by the way??