...yeah thats crap...things do not happen in threes!...you are right..

who what when how the hell did that make sense?....

...ok seriously now.

it's fairy tale to expect things to go back "exactly" like we want them to...and things get lost in the process...like we need more bad memories!

I'm out of my depth now...never been married. I understand loss...but I don't understand committment likely my biggest issue.

sorry..