They didn't give me an appointment yet Darkeyes. I'm still waiting to get an appointment.

I just started a job today. I'm really glad I did. I'm getting some structure. Before I was sleeping in until 3 in the afternoon. I wanted to do some volunteering at the hospital, but now that I have a job I can't.

I'm really grateful for all the replies. I really am. I just lose it sometimes and get really scared.

I will try to help others more.