Thanks for the replies. Just to update... We have spoken and it seems she is still willing to work with me if i want to. TBH i really don't know what happened yesterday, i feel like i don't remember much and i think we were on different pages. It was sooo weird and horrible. I'm still not clear on a lot of things but we are meeting next week to discuss what happened and i think to clarify our point of views and our expectations of therapy and how it can help me, how we can move forward.

Yesterday was a huge shock for me but it's given me a little bit of clarity now about how to move forward. Still not sure why i need a psychologist tho?