Yeah normal stable life is pretty boring huh? Though I think is meant to get fun as you start to fill it up with things. Like all the things you couldn't do when you were sick. I don't know, I'm still not there yet myself.

Bipolar feels so much more real though. The ups, the downs, you know what I mean. It like there is me, then a bubble layer filled with bipolar, then the world. Usually getting through the bubble layer takes so much energy that the simplest task is an achievement - feels like you have worked out your brain. But when I feel ok it's like there is no bubble layer, just me in the world... Yawn. No battles to slow down, no demons out to destroy me, no racy thoughts. Just me, the boring real world - haha what even is that all about? No wonder the majority of the population is so lost half the time. Maybe we should all take up sky diving?

Oh dear, almost talked myself out of being a good little dedicated and medicated bipolar in recovery haha. I'd best be off - today is medical day for me. there are brains to be pieced together and medicated :/

Laterz