Dear friends,
I found PC really comfortable, safe and friendly so I think I can trust you.
I am 15 and really lonely. My mind is killing me. I have crazy nightmares, I feel lonely and friendless all the time. I've been bullied, my family is a mess, I used to cut myself and other things.
I think it all started when I was a child, my parents divorced because my father was cheating on my mother and I have terrible memories about it.
I've always been quiet but a few years ago I really changed, and when I look back I really regret it.
Well, I used to cut and burn myself very often because I felt so lonely, so friendless, helpless. I haven't cut myself in three months but I still feel miserable.
My self esteem is low and I am overweight, silly and stupid. I have some iinternet friends but I feel like they don't care about me.
I feel like I can't trust anyone. I find myself very insecure, even more now that everyone hates me at school.
Anyway, I am devastated and miserable.
I hope I find friends here.
Love always,
Barbara