Im so sorry your going through all this. Try to stay strong. When i was really sick before i started taking my meds, i was really awful to my mom, but she..like you..stayed strong and commited me to the hospital if i needed to go and today I am doing great and i will be forever grateful to my mom for saving my life..which is what your doing for your son now. Keep doing what your doing, one day your son will get better and he will never forget how you saved his life, untill then listen to your gut do what you think needs to be done to keep him safe, i wish you all the best.