Sounds like your T is burnt out. How he said "you are always down regardless of what is happening in your life" - DUH! Captain obvious moment there. That's what many mental illnesses do. He is there to treat you for that, not to complain about it. I know people say the T cannot fix you, you have to do it yourself etcetc but this guy sounds like he needs a holiday or a change in career or something.

But in a nutshell, it sounds like your T is the one with the problem, not you.