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Nammu · Aug 17, 2012, 12:30 AM

(((Innerzone)))

That does help a lot. Thank you. I've taken the tests and if I eliminate the years I was drugged by the friendly Pdoc's

then they all say no mania. But in my T's chart is a workbook I did years a go I describe what it is like being manic and how much I like it (I mean yeah, before it gets out of hand it's great for a depressive-I liked myself!) They say thats proof, but I was on antidepressants and it goes round and round.

I kind of feel like I need to start over someplace where there are no records of me. But where ever you go now they will just get the records from one office to another. What I need is someone with listening skills and on SSDI insurance in my state I'm not sure I'm going to find that. I'm pushing the issue right now because I called for a mental heath deputy to come and help me last Thursday, instead, 3 policemen showed up with misinformation and they did not get the memo from my T that I did NOT require a hospital. I needed resources, so I could get to my appointments. Before I told them what happened the guy was set before I open my mouth-he had already made up his mind. I was on a hold and in the hospital, the doctor there is franticly shuffling my papers trying to find psych meds. I'm on propraninal for anxiety and topermax for the depression which isn't doing much. He wanted to put me on lithium and lamictal, and is mumbling about not letting me out until I ....(whats the the word shrink speak for cooperate)

I got him to agree if my T called I could leave--he thinks he has it covered because no way can I call--I'm deaf and they have no phones for me to use(ADA violation). I had one of the other patients call my T and explain that they had not listened to her, I'm in the hospital and they are going to keep me unless she calls. She calls on Saturday afternoon and Sunday morning a really mad Pdoc let me out. As long as my dx is down as bipolar in this state I won't feel safe. They're number 50 so they can't get any worse. I've already reported the hospital for ADA violations and DR has taken the case. Being poor and MI in a red southern state can be hazardous to your health.

Man I need sleep!