(((hugs))) I went off my meds twice this past year without consulting my doctor, headspins nausea, yuck...just awful and then a lecture from T. But i don't believe a tablet can make all your problems go away, I believe only I can do that. I hope your T gets back to you soon, I think you need to talk to her. I am sure she does care about you, most of them do. Meanwhile while you are waiting for a reply post here, we can help if you need anyone to talk to. Its not a pleasant experience and helps when you have support.