UPDATE: Thanks for all the support and replies! It really means a lot

I got a phone call from my psychiatrist last night around 8pm. He explained to me not to get off my meds because my problems were probably masked by the fact that I came back from my vacation and had a great time. He told me if I wanted to quit though, I should cut back on my mg (20mg) for the next week.

I have to admit it felt great just having my psychiatrist call me that late making me feel wanted - yeah I know it sounds silly, but its those little things that makes me feel good. Also, I like the fact that he didn't force me to take meds, but just gave an advice and let me choose.

Eventually I decided to take 40mg again and, I don't know if it is a placebo effect or what not, but in less than 2 hours I didn't feel dizzy or nauseous at all.

Man, meds make me so confused ....