wow, you ARE brave. and insightful. and MUCH faster than I am. I was going to take another 30 years to figure out THAT part. You kinda wrecked that plan! altho I didn't realize until now that that was my plan.
well, I think that's the lie that T (and maybe religion) was invented to correct. Just because your mother didn't like you, doesn't mean that no one ever will, or that you will always be messed up. I can look at my day yesterday as evidence that I am still broken, or as proof that I love and am loved.