I've wondered if you could do something that would bring on hallucinations. I mean besides drugs or starvation or lack of sleep. Just meditation or focused thought or something. I mentioned this to my son once, and he told me not to try it. I guess he thought if I succeeded, I might lose control.

At one point, during my son's last episode when he was hallucinating a lot, I found some things on youtube, but they were really stupid - those images you stare at then when you look away you see images on the wall.

At one point I dreamed I was hallucinating. I was so excited, then I woke up and realized it was just a dream.