that's a tough one, I hope this doesn't sound like a broken record because I say it all the time but I love the library.....when my kids were younger I just checked out the kid's section for how-to books...crafts, pets, cooking, all kinds of stuff and always something interesting. I know it takes a huge effort when you are depressed but sometimes just sitting on the couch with a stack of books feels good and you can take your time checking out all kinds of new stuff.