i know how much all this mom stuff can hurt ,confuse, and anger someone.i wish that i had some wonderful comforting words to help make it a little better so that you can make it untill tuesday a little easier . i would definately put the book up for now and give yourself some space from it and T this weekend.maybe plan some distracting fun things to do. i know it is hard to wait when things are so raw.i know you needed so badly for her to respond and boy is she messing up badly.but at the same time is there a right way to respond to an e-mail that is so charged with painful emotion. i wouldn't want to just say talk about it on tuesday. i'm sorry this is happening right now