See if you can have a talk with your pdoc, usually taking a mood stabilizer, not AD's helps you realize if one is going through hypomanic or manic episode or if they are just feeling good.
For awhile, I too, was wondering with my own deal, when I look back at stuff, some things now make me say what was I thinking?
Talk this over with your pdoc. You are also most welcome to hang out here and see what other replies you get.
Take care now,
DE