Mostly i am numb.
Getting lots of headaches and stomach aches.
She doesnt even see coming home on the horizon yet... Thats what really got me
I keep praying and praying there will be a miracle and God will work something out.

Mostly i just sleep and read. Sleep and read. And work. So i dont think. I have an extremely difficult classful of kids right now so they tire me out..and keep me constantly on my toes...