Thanks Granite.

She doesn't respond to email on the weekends and I don't have her cell #. Her workweek is done. I cannot reach out for help from her. She decided to ignore me. I would have been fine if she had simply responded with a "we'll talk about this on Tuesday". Anything.

She has shut me back down. Months of work to get me to trust her...down the drain. The healing that occurred in the area of self-worth is not moot; I still have this. She is not crashing my entire world down. I just don't trust her anymore.

I reached out in a time of need (which I haven't done in months) and she wasn't there. F*** her. I'm done.