I admit i am well connected to MH services in the community but sometimes I think it is to much. my depression makes me want to escape through sleep that is med induce after 3 nights of no sleep and feeling like I could care less I took a cocktail of almost everything I have and slept like a baby. The point is after meeting with a caseworker she noticed my speech was slurred and now she wants to be in touch with everyone else. I believe I know just what is a safe amount to take and know I will wake the next day but everyone else thinks differently. Had to admit to myself I am taking a risk but I can not stop when the world around me is caving in on me. feelinf so sad having to admit that now I am not sure how to proceed. I have no will power. know what my T will say but what scares me if what if they think I am a threat to myself, I have a kid to think about. feeling so confused, lost, unwanted and alone.